“I’m not anti-vax, I’m anti-corruption”

Sarah Greenwood

I’m Carrie Godard and this is my story.

I knew from the very first time I heard talk of the vaxes we were in trouble, they were going to be a bad thing on so many levels. I waited it out for quite some time before I went against everything in me and got double vaxxed with Moderna.

I did it because I saw where things were going, & I was worried that I’d get turned down for long awaited surgeries that I needed, if I weren’t vaxxed. It was purely out of fear of that, that I caved. I wish with everything in me that I hadn’t.

I probably need to mention that I have some pre-existing conditions. I have lupus, RA, epilepsy, kidney disease, & had my bladder removed due to IC many years ago.

A few hours after I was thrown into the worst autoimmune disease flare I’ve ever had. The pain was unbearable.

I started having involuntary movements as well, that I first thought were seizures, they weren’t. These felt different. They did not stop for at least a year. They still happen the odd time now. It was awful. If that weren’t enough, my tinnitus got worse, my RLS came raging back, my cycle was messed up & still is to this day. My breast tissue was so dense that after a mammogram (Which I will never get again) I was then told I should not have had one until at least a year after the vax. Cancer can be masked. That right there should speak volumes.

The second vax was just as bad. I remained in the autoimmune disease flare for a total of 4 months & had all the other symptoms listed above all over again.

The neuro issues were still there a year later, tinnitus is still with me 6 years later & I now need hearing aids where I didn’t before because my hearing is affected. Regarding the neuro issues, I had talked to my GP & he gave me Clozapine short term which didn’t help. He never investigated the cause of it or followed up at all.

After reporting my situation to my GP, I was sent for blood work. It came back showing that I was D-dimer positive meaning I could have had a stroke. The GP never told me. I just happened to see the results in “My Chart”. He blew it off. When I told my GP that I wasn’t recovering, his response was, “Well we don’t know enough about the vax”. All I could think was, well why are you pushing them on us then? I should have said that to him. My GP has never inquired since about how I’m doing regarding “vax” damages. My reactions have never been logged or reported by him.

I reported my situation to a Pharmacist where I had the vaxes done, who actually reported it to AHS & gave me my report in writing. It’s the only paperwork I have. She left soon after, so I don’t know if it would be any help to me now.

The report to AHS has gone “missing” go figure.

I too reported my situation to AHS. After a long wait, I heard back telling me the “good news” I was approved for a booster. I can’t begin to tell you how distraught that I was. I asked her numerous times who approved me & she refused to tell me citing that she was not a liberty to say. I said this is my life or death we’re talking about here, who approved me. She once again refused to divulge the information. I told her she was corrupt then & part of the problem. She proceeded to hang up on me.

I of course never got a booster and I won’t. I’d rather die from my present illnesses’ or lack of treatment for them, than ever cave to corruption again.

Carrie’s Update (5 years later)

I went through 13 surgeries. Many because the first ones failed. Bones wouldn’t fuse, infections set in, lots of complications.

After one surgery, I developed CRPS in my left foot, one of the most painful conditions known to mankind. I’m in agony 24/7. I’ve lost my ability to walk. It has now spread to my right heel after another surgery.

I get constant kidney infections & may need surgery for that as well.

I have a lump in my throat that makes it hard to swallow or breathe. I will be facing a second surgery for that.

I now have EBMD in my eyes along with Sjögren’s syndrome, I can’t see well at all. I need cataract surgery.

I get weird neurological auras. Most recently I developed Vertigo. Now I have had a low grade, constant dizziness ever since.

I am a part time wheelchair user. When I walk, the pain is unbearable, but I make sure I do so my feet don’t atrophy with the Complex Regional Pain Syndrome (CRPS).

My health has been consistently declining since this poison was injected.

I’m sorry to all those that have and are facing damages, or lost loved ones to these bioweapons. I’m sorry you’re being gaslighted, dismissed, lied to outright. I hear you, see you & I’m with you.

Keep speaking out. There is strength in numbers. Much love.

Every Survivor has a medical journey that requires long-term, if not lifelong care.

If you would like to send a donation to Carrie and help with her healing journey, you can send an eTransfer to wannatalkalot@gmail.com

Your donation goes towards:

  • power wheelchair to get around
  • medical appointment travel expenses
  • wheelchair ramp